The future is unclear now

Ok so time for a real blog.  I haven't done one in a while.

I found out yesterday that the teacher I have been subbing for has changed her mind about extending her leave to December.  Heaven only knows why but she waited till the last minute to decide to come back in August.  I don't know her reasons and I don't care to be honest.  I know she lost her son to brain cancer but call me heartless I don't care.  We all lose loved ones and maybe my own loss has numbed me to them but again...I don't care.
I went from thinking I had until December to find other work to having less than two weeks to prepare my portfolio again and start emailing people.  Also my parish just cut MORE jobs.  So there is even less than there was a year ago.
I am basically back where I was a year ago.  I have been told by my old job that I could resume it and that probably means if I don't have anything by August I might be doing it all again.  Subbing in the morning and Extended Day in the evening.
The biggest downside to all of this is that particular schedule leaves me nothing.  I might not have any time for updating the comic.  I decided to restart it because I found myself with a steady schedule which made setting aside comic time simple.  That is being taken away from me. 
I'm very worn out and exhausted today.  I spent most of yesterday crying.  Thank goodness I had barely any classes yesterday due to tests.

So the biggest question is what do I do now?  I have the rest of the month to get through then I have vacation booked the first week of June.  Thankfully it's already paid for in full, even the food.  I am at a loss to be honest...I don't even know what else I can say.